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Archive for March, 2007

lifeless

Mar 22
Posted by: Posted by: Rei Clock 7:15 PM Filed Under: no life, school related, sports

I feel so useless. Honestly I do :sad: So I’m really upset. Like right now… I have two unit tests tomorrow, and I decided to spend time blogging instead. Yesterday and the weekend, to avoid having to do any online work, I decided to do some chores and practice piano until my wrists hurt D-X We’re getting our civics mark update tomorrow; Math was given out today, and I’m really upset. It’s not the great mark I hoped it’d be :hey: Sure everyone’s getting a really bad mark, but I wished I hadn’t do really bad on this quiz, which brought my mark down a lot.

I don’t know what to do with my life… I feel so empty… like a shell just waiting to disintegrate into dust :down: It’s really upsetting, and when I think about it, one less of me would be better for the world. I can’t seem to do anything right… everything just goes wrong for me. It’s not like I “try” so hard that I fail, but I’m sad. No one knows me… I can’t do anything to make myself feel better >< My friends think they “know” me, but they don’t. My sisters… it’s not like they can help (They’re more like the chief supplier of my misery), and my parents… :dead: I sound really depressed I know. Some days it feels like the world is against me… some days it worked out. Mostly though, it’s more like the first one.

I’ve decided to close my button rotation site… I haven’t taken it down yet because I want to get some other things done, and I’m making a new website: a recipe archive =D It will contain my recipe for food from Indonesian, Western, Chinese style =D I’m so proud when I came up with the idea XD I’ll probably share it with the people of my church, and all of you lovelies.

I’ve updated the “Photos” section… and it contains some new photos that I uploaded from our science field trip, a birthday party, bowling trip and Christmas party. You need a password, and you can email me to ask for the password… I will decide XD

I am so proud of myself. I was just updating my fanfiction archive when I reread my update. Well, you see, for one of our history projects, we were assigned to write a story about life for immigrants at the turn of the century in Canada. My teacher singled me out for my story was “fantastic, astronomical (??), life-like… and blah blah blah” My teacher took my story, and is waiting an approval from our principal to send it to the Canadian Chinese Embassy :wee: I know I sound like I’m bragging, but writing is never one of my strong points, so I feel this is an accomplishment worth mentioning :blush:

And it’s decided… I’m going to go on a month-long vacation this summer break to Indonesia, and I will shop like I’ve never before. My life goal is to spend $600 under 1 hour, and I will do that in Indonesia… the stuff are supposedly cheap there, but with the inflation rate these days :love:

Enough blogging… I’m going to update my recipe site =D

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